Easier To Say Than Do

Friday, 27 December 2013 23:17

Music: Beit Nuit, Dan bull & Redeyes - True &
Dan Le Sac vs Scrubious Pip - You Will See Me

I think and talk about doing stuff but when it comes to putting my money where my mouth is I shy away. Afraid to go on alone or do something new; maybe it’s both. I’ve been talking about getting a car and going drifting with a lot and asking people for advice. If I stop and have a serious think about a drift car; I cannot justify it. It would cost way to much to buy, insurance and tax a car that I could only use once a fortnight for a few hours drifting. I have a Ford Fiesta ST that has cost £4,500 so far and I can enjoy that a lot more often. Even if I’m only driving to work it’s a nice car to be in.

I don’t know what 2014 will bring for me. I don’t even know what next week will bring for me; it’s just easier to predict. I should stop procrastinating and do all the things I want to do now, not later. Stop waiting for the future and make it the present. It’s easier to talk than act but sometimes it’s not even easy to talk about. I just bottle it up inside and try to forget about it. I used to bottle things up or hide from my true feelings and that ended badly for me. Now I talk to my friends about things that are on my mind; I just have to find the right time to do it.