Mood: shit

Today one of my best mates made a joke about me, I was bullied about this topic for 3 years and I will not take this shit anymore, I told him and he is a twat and should go fuck himself. This has fucked up my dad and made me feel like shit. I feel like cutting myself and leaving Great Baddow 6th form. Leaving poor woody fucked for the media coursework.

Sometimes I feel useless and that I don't belong there and others I hate the people I am working with. But when I am in this mood it screwed up everything else until I go to sleep and that fucked up other things and so on.